Sunday, June 14, 2009
After so much of suffering, so much of stress, so many red bull and sleepless night.
Finally I can relax a little and hit back to gym. Finally i can lay down on my bed, and use laptop to play games without any stress.
But Nothing gonna last forever! Only 2 weeks of resting and have to get back to the stress.
Next gonna be much more stress and harder.
Living in singapore is so stress that we have already forgot what is relaxing and resting. :(
Rush to work or school every morning, stress about work, stress about every single shits in life. LOL! Damn emo.
Anyway got rejected by keppel shipyard. Don't know why also. -.-
I don't think is because of my results, nor my interview. Maybe they feel that I'm too old? Or cannot take tough job? Over-confident? LOL! Whatever lah.
Gonna have a new planning for my future. Navy? Air Force? Or other shipyard?
We will see.
By the way, hit back to gym today, fucking fuck. So damn weak now. The plates are small yet have to push until Like a dog. Sian. Gonna get back what I lost. Damn I make sure I make full use of my holidays! EAT EAT EAT EAT until i vomit and become a fat ass! TRAIN TRAIN TRAIN TRAIN until I puke! SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP! :) I wanna grow! More muslce mass. Too small too weak!
And never forget meet up with buddies and suntan-ing :D
Alright time for bed, time to grow! :D
Eat, Sleep, Lift.
- 2:33 AM